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!Saturday, January 28, 2006
once again.. i announce tt i reeli noe my blog is dying.. sorry to those who faithfully come by n are hopeful to see somethin new here.. well.. my life is... not too bad la.. juz tt working sucks.. but staying at home sucks more... i wun noe how to rot... lolz... anyway.. i like my current job la.. can slack can work.. so.. its not tt bad...i kinda think the students at the centre (some of them) are reeli sooo cute.. but all those whom i reeli like are extremely naughty.. as in reeli reeli naughty.. they can be on ur nerves now but adorable a minute later... n i have to admit sumthin truthfully.. i am absolutely biased.. in a way tt... its sooo obvious tt sookyee n bena keep on nagging at tt..
hmm.. now.. get away from work stuff.. juz some things i wanna share bout.. after reading somebody's blog... there r times when u feel so empty n u juz wanna blog bout it n maybe share ur loneliness.. n those replies bout ' u r not alone' n ' i am here for u ' are juz stuff ppl will naturally say to u.. but are all frens reeli there when u need them? well.. some might reeli wan to share ur sadness, shoulder ur burden and help u.. i reeli thank those ppl ... but sometimes.. these ppl are not the ones u need.. i think.. most ppl will grow dependent on specific frens when we face problems.. so.. we naturally want them to be there.. haix.. that results in our loneliness when they r not there..
another thing i wanna mention.. some things in life which i juz discovered are not the way i originally think they were.. frenship can be vulnerable when we say wrong things.... frenship can be vulnerable when one person is changing too much at a fast speed n they become too sensitive bout comments from others which are not meant to be provoking.. hmm... i am learning n trying not to say the wrong things... but.. come to think of it.. we r good frens.. y shld i watch my mouth so much... u shld noe i am like tt n noe i din wanna provoke u or make u angry... its abit 'take it for granted' but true frens are like tt..
okie.. back to today... happy chinese new yr to all.. i love this new yr coz alot of hols.. hee hee.. so happie! can rest, take angbao n go meet frens! whoohoo... n update my blog before ppl dun wanna come liao... ahhaz..
n jiefang.. if u happen to see this.. i juz wanna let u noe.. u might feel lonely at times.. n i cannot promise u tt i am alwayz there for u... but as a fren... i hope for the best for u.. n want u to be happy. alright?
Shanny
; @ 4:16 PM
!Monday, January 02, 2006
i noe my blog is kinda dead.. have been working since 14th dec... i did come online.. but too lazy to type any entries... k... summarise some impt stuff i did ba..besides working at tt lousy place.. ahhaz.. where company politics strives.. ahhaz.. which i hate.. i dun reeli like working as admin staff.. i din reeli learn alot of stuff.. n haf to be fake u see.. FAKE... dun like the person also muz smile.. yucks! abit disgusted..
k.. well.. as my parents went abroad during the hols.. i got sookyee n bena to come n pei me on 24th dec...n tzuyu rach n elyse to come on 25th.. tt's when the ddr craze start again.. wow.. reeli can lose weight jumping for hours.. enjoyeD!
30th went out again with julie ely tzuyu n rach.. ahhaz.. reeli had a fun time.. seriously.. we haven been sitting down n reeli talk bout our lives.. ahhaz.. then we went to suntec from holland village coz ely n tutu wanna go n look for jobs! ahahz.. orh.. then we remembered JJ wad having their prom there tt night.. so we set off to look for our frens there. got leliang, yonghui n terence to come out.. ahahz... not bad seeing them in their handsome outfit.. a diff look! hahaz..
n we went home lo.. still can do wad.. n yesh.. my admin job end le.. n i joined bena at the edu childcare centre she is working with sookyee.. great... can work with my best pals.. ahhaz.. i think i wun quit la.. considering the fact tt its super near.. a direct bus there...
cool.. thats my life in the past 3 weeks? ahhaz.. short n sweet.. n ya.. i spent my lousy new yr at home.. BOO! okie.. i juz watched final destination 2 .. rent it.. n yah.. its nice n gruesome.. haahz.. bout the death god .. oh man.. wad do u call a death god.. kk wadeva.. this girl had a premonition tt alot of ppl will die in a car crash.. n she din drive into the highway.. so.. alot of ppl on tt road escaped death.. but the death god returns to kill all of them lo.. i like scary movies.. ahahz..
k.. i am gonna watch alexander now.. nice? dunno.. i shall update after i watch it.. going out at night to k box with my og ppl.. whoohoo.. though a big hole in the pocket.. but i dun mind.. heeZz...
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